I won't forget the day that
That I came to
And I started thinking that there's more
Than just perfect prom queens and silver spoons

And all I ever wanted
Was someone
To knock me back to
The bliss of ignorance
Cause I feel like running head first into traffic

And so I'm here to say
That thoughts in bed with pain

I won't forget the day that
That I found God
In a kitchen knife and on my arm
So paint the pail white floor with
With my red life

And tell me that this pain is
The pain you love
As I swallow the pills happiness
And you watchy me fall like
New York in an earthquake

I stand outside my pretty house
I light a matchto start the fire
I called the cops to let em know
It's 22 Walthery Ave

I thought I wanted this

I'm here to say
I said I wanted some more attention
I thought I wanted a story ending

I think the truth is I'm scared
I think that I'm just scared to live
I think that the truth is
I'm everything that I hate